In the meantime...

So, this budding romance with WC Juan has hit a stumbling block. I'm not exactly sure what he's going through at the moment, but there's the general issue of "What am I doing with my life" that's involved and there's an ex-gf and there's me and there's his business. Lots of stuff to sort through. He's asked for time. He's asked for space.

I'm doing my best to provide him with both, but I have to be honest. I'm nervous. I'm even a little anxious. I feel disconnected from him and I feel sad. I want him in my life and will disappointed if he decided to walk away. The thought that he's struggling is also hard for me, and I wish his hardship would be over soon, so that he can return to being and feeling happy.